| merry christmahanukkah you guys. |
[Dec. 25th, 2006|05:17 pm] |
| [ | now feeling |
| | jolly. | ] |
| [ | now playing |
| | "pioneers" - bloc party. | ] |
soo yeah. christmas. i live in sweden and we celebrate on christmas eve, so there's no celebrating today. we're eating christmas stuff though. like ham and meatballs and yeah, i don't know what mpost of it's called in english so whatev. but we celebrated yesterday and it was fun. very different from any other christmas though. we didn't spend the day with relatives or anything, only grandma came over. so that was pretty weird. and it felt nothing like christmas. we dun' have any snow either. :[
but first we woke up at like 8 and went to our stockings and got some stuff and i got this really nice tie. then we watched the christmas calender program and then everyone got ready and stuff. then grandma came over and we ate. then we watched donald duck and his friends like the rest of sweden. then santa came and handed presents out. i got like a scarf, a cardigan, two more ties (both are hella nice), the oc box 1, fast and the furious box, lethal weapon 1, potc 2, death cab, postal service, mcr, snoddas' demo cd, a huge book about astronomy, poems of comfort, bedsheets, and prolly something more. the one thing i wished for (this guy), i didn't get but hey, there's still time. i mean, last year i got what i wanted, just a month later. so maybe, who knows.
today everyone's like "YEAH XMAS AND PRESENTS" and i'm like "yo it's 5.30pm and i'm in my jammies watching oc cuz we celebrated yesterday man". ohyeah, i wished for a better sense of humor, but i didn't get it. :[ no complaining! rofl.
that's pretty much it.
MERRY CHRISTMAHANUKKAH! :) |
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| i wish you were here |
[Nov. 2nd, 2006|03:32 pm] |
| [ | now feeling |
| | tired & hungry. | ] |
| [ | now playing |
| | set the scene - umbrellas. | ] |
so. fall break. :]].
i've been to gothenburg & trollhättan. bought some clothes & such. otherwise, i haven't done much.
i desperately want to dye my goddamn hair. but no one will do it. :[. major suckage.
but.
'tis halloween. i love halloween.
me & my bffl are gonna dress up this weekend. scare people. probably ourselves too. with movies. or something. gonna be fun, hopefully.
although, a party to go to would've been nice. ohwell.
ahh. i'm tired. & i'm in desperate need of food or anything. i don't feel like eating though. yuck no. but i probably will anyway.
i am going to cut down on candy though.
the first snow has arrived. SHIT. fall went by too fast. i love fallll. now it's just winter, cold and snow. christmas is coming up though, i like christmas. haha.
i once spoke to a girl named summer
and one fall, she stood so tall
she found some wings and some confidence
and she, she flew away
and she sang, "you can't hold me down any longer"
what a beautiful song it was
one day i'll be beautiful,
and one day you'll love me. |
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| i just can't handle this, handle this at all |
[Oct. 24th, 2006|07:19 pm] |
| [ | now feeling |
| | really bad. | ] |
| [ | now playing |
| | fall - soco. | ] |
i didn't know her name. they announced her dead, and i didn't know it was her. i knew her, but i didn't know it was her.
can anybody please tell me when someone changes their sirname, so i know if i know her, if she should happen to end up dead. nobody told me. i didn't know.
'cause i had no idea.
they joked it away.
and i didn't react. at all.
nothing.
then i came home.
and i found out that it was her.
she was dead.
and i didn't know.
and there was tears.
and there was a reaction.
and i couldn't hide it.
i could only hide myself.
i feel so bad.
R.I.P.
i will remember her name now. |
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| OMFG. |
[Oct. 21st, 2006|09:30 pm] |
| [ | now feeling |
| | happy but tired. | ] |
| [ | now playing |
| | clementine - the decemberists. | ] |
last night. we didn't meet up with lucas to watch kristian anttila. we went to another concert instead. and WOW. that's all i have to say.
omfg. it was amazing. the bassist, joel, stripped on stage. to his underwear. ahahah. anddd timo and hans took their shirts off. but anyway. they were so great. one of the best concerts i've been to, i do declare. not that i've been to that many, butyeah. whatev. and they played my favorite song.
and after the show, we met up with them. and i got hugs, cd singles, and pictures. and timo signed my shoe. :]]. god. it was so awesome. omfggggg. lmao.
i haven't done much today though. i got some shoes, and then i myspaced. and then i watched serendipity. :} i love that movie. it's so amazingg.
anyway, chhyeah. not much more to say.
go check timo räisänen out. here. :]].
if we are to live life in harmony with the universe, we must all possess a powerful faith in what the ancients used to call "fatum", what we currently refer to as destiny. |
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| joinnnn. |
[Oct. 19th, 2006|07:33 pm] |
SUPPORT JACK'S MANNEQUIN & ANDREW.
KILL CANCER.
HELP SAVE THE WORLD.
JOIN!.
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| i'm just a fool for you |
[Oct. 19th, 2006|06:16 pm] |
| [ | now feeling |
| | freeezingg. | ] |
| [ | now playing |
| | i want to save you (acoustic) - soco. | ] |
there was a major car crash right by my neighbourhood this day. up by the road. there was no mortal injuries as of yet, but the cars were totally wrecked. there was glass everywhere, headlights lying broken, trees slammed to the ground, and from every possible corner and car, people came to the scene. i was one of them.
the victims, it could've been my mom and brother. they'd just taken the car to work. if they'd have been a few minutes later, it could've been them. they could've been in that car. unconscious, stuck. it could've been them.
anyway.
tomorrow shall be a nice day. first off, school; we're seeing this movie, then we have photography for like 2 hours or something. and tess is back! :DDDD. then we're going to a concert in the evening, me & my bffl are meeting up with lucas and yeah. it's gonna rock. i can't waitttt.
and i'm freezing. ugh.
it's not so easy caving in
i walked by your apartment twice today
while you were gone at work
and all the colors got so dim
it's not as cold out here, but come quick;
i am losing feeling |
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| as i'm finding the words, you're getting away |
[Oct. 18th, 2006|07:57 pm] |
| [ | now feeling |
| | social. | ] |
| [ | now playing |
| | "down" - soco. | ] |
huh. today's been a good day. i went to school and everything. yesterday wasn't tho. i barely managed to get out of bed. i stayed home, ate loads of ice-cream, wrapped in a blanket and sat by the computer. pretty much. i felt like shit.
but today, i got hold of myself. i was early to the bus even. then i waited for my bffl in town, and watched the marketers put their stalls up. the sky was clouded, the air heavy and chilled. everything was so quiet. you could just taste the serenity. even though people was unloading their stuff everywhere, on every inch of the market place, it was so calm. stirring in the eye of the storm. kind of one of those feelings i can't explain. maybe i'm just feeling deep. yeah. that's gotta be it.
then i put jack's mannequin on.
and then she came. :]]. & we went to school.
hours passed. had fun like always. although, i really don't like soda (which is a teacher). he doesn't like us either. but, who cares. one teacher, one opinion. whatev.
AHH. it was so embarrassing. during lunch, when we were walking through the a-house, a former classmate kicked some keys on the floor, and i kicked 'em back to her. and, and. then this guy just went like "what does she think she's doing, kicking those!? what if i just were to kick her? hm?". i couldn't tell if he was joking or not, but i was so embarrassed. i would've just gone "dude, i kicked some keys, not your balls, chill", but uhm, added he's a former eyeing object, i didn't. dude. he's gorgeous. but yeah. anyway.
aim, snap, fall
the bitter wind weaved it's way
through the trees so tall
colors invading sight
i think i've found my new addiction tonight |
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| it's like skating on broken ice |
[Oct. 12th, 2006|10:51 am] |
| [ | now feeling |
| | dead tired. | ] |
| [ | now playing |
| | meet me at my window - jack's mannequin | ] |
this morning, i didn't wanna get up. like always. i figured, since i only had two classes today, i could ditch 'em. but i didn't.
so instead, i got up & got ready. i missed the bus, so i took my bike.
i waited for my bffl in town, then we walked the rest of the way.
study hall. we didn't do much. i read stardust by neil gaiman - one of the greatest books i've read - and listened while the others talked and laughed. just hearing them gives me comfort. 'cause, if they're happy, then i'm happy. even though i've been feeling pretty down for no reason lately. i'm tired all the time and i don't have the strenght to do anything. it's weird, i've fallen asleep after school every day this week. i have no idea what's up.
anyway, then we had english class. i half-slept while reading. haha. nah, but i totally zoned out. and the others talked.
then we had tacos for lunch. :]]. rockage. something rly funny happened. i just can't remember what.
then our school day was out. and i went home. and here i am.
it's like 1pm now. i've got nothing to do.
and my lj sucks, 'cause i can't make a layout.
but i do have my aim back. :}
and i don't have much more to say.
at all. |
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